I’ve not been ignoring you however my weblog has been damaged and giving error messages each time I attempt to write, however I believe perhaps it’s fastened? I suppose we’ll see if this goes by.
I’m too drained to be fully cohesive or humorous however I needed you to know that Hailey is residence from the hospital (YAY!) and feeling significantly better. They nonetheless have lingering complications and their eye turned crossed from a sixth cranial nerve palsy (aka “wonky eye”) that mainly simply meant that that they had a lot spinal fluid stress from the meningitis that it fucked up their eye. The drs suppose that it would repair itself with time however for now H has to put on an eyepatch and swap it each 4 hours to attempt to construct the attention again up and we plan on masking one with rhinestones as quickly as we’re barely much less exhausted. Nonetheless a lot of remedy and drs appointments forward however I’m simply so comfortable to have them residence.
Hailey: “Scorching homosexual pirate summer time can start!”
We nonetheless don’t know what precipitated it however they dominated out one million issues after the spinal faucet, together with typhus and rickets…WHICH IS CRAZY THAT THOSE ARE EVEN A THING ANYMORE. At a sure level I used to be pondering they had been going to begin testing Hailey for “wandering womb” and “too many novels” however ultimately they only categorized it as “cryptogenic meningitis” which appears like one thing you’d get from bigfoot however apparently simply means “We don’t know what the fuck this was and we’re giving up and would love you to go away.”
This week is lots of work, follow-ups, medical stuff and one other endoscopy to ensure my most cancers is staying lazy and I felt like I used to be doing rather well till Victor stated he was anxious about me and that he needed me to go together with him to Vegas this weekend so I can get away and simply relaxation within the room and I had a panic assault simply fascinated by leaving Hailey regardless that they’re positive, and I think this can be a little ptsd and an indication that I completely have to get away or that I’ll by no means depart Hailey’s sight for the following 10 years. One or the opposite. That sentence was too lengthy however I’m too drained to repair it so as a substitute of rewriting it I’m going to go sit outdoors and breathe deeply for a couple of minutes.
Thanks for listening and being there. It meant rather a lot. It nonetheless does.
