So about 6 months in the past I began having this itching inside one ear that stored getting worse and nothing fastened it so I went to my physician and he was like, “Huh. There’s a lump there. You’ll want to see a dermatologist and perhaps get a biopsy” and so I made an appointment and so they had been like, “We are able to see you in two months” and I panicked a bit of and so they had been like, “Okay, you possibly can are available in two weeks and be seen by our PA” however then once I went within the PA was like, “Huh. Let me go get the physician in any case” after which he was like, “Effectively, it could possibly be nothing but it surely additionally could possibly be most cancers and I’d reasonably have you ever see a specialist to have a look at it earlier than I do something” and so I made an appointment and so they had been like, “We are able to get you in NEXT YEAR” after which I’ll have cried a bit of as a result of WHY ARE WE SO LOW ON DOCTORS? And I defined that I have already got most cancers and that I don’t need to wait till subsequent 12 months to seek out out if I’ve extra most cancers and he or she checked out my notes and was like, “I can suit you in with a resident physician in a month” and yesterday I met with the resident and he was like, “Huh. That appears bizarre. Let me get the physician” after which he got here in and checked out it and was like, “Oh, that’s simply eczema. You’re completely fantastic. You simply want some meds.”
Anyway, all of that to say that I hadn’t realized how a lot this was weighing on me till I began crying in reduction on the medical doctors workplace and I simply need to say “sorry” that I haven’t been myself these days and that I’ve been a bit of absent from every part however I assume it was affecting me greater than I assumed.
SO, YAY FOR NOT HAVING ANOTHER KIND OF CANCER! That’s a bizarre factor to have a good time however I’m doing it anyway.
